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Overture
00:52
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2. |
EKG
01:45
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3. |
Remission
04:37
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(VERSE 1)
Hope will die in the middle of the night
Wish as you may and wish as you might
No savior is coming as we fade away
Pleading with our loved ones just to stay awake
Pray to a god that we hope is listening
But there's no answer and we're still wishing
For a miracle to fall from the sky
So we can know why as we say goodbyes
Keeping a different time as we hold each others hands
Watching time escape like an hourglasses sand
We've only hope left and there's little now
Watching you wither away and the doctors just frown
Even with no answer we just keep on praying
while your condition just keeps on decaying
White coats all around but I'm the one who's sick
Another list of options, just take your pick
(CHORUS)
I will never watch you fall
Down to the earth and Go
All through our lives
Always knowing you will fall
Into your grave and call
No time left to stall
(VERSE 2)
I shake my head as they tell me there's no hope
Psychologists telling me that I'll learn to cope
They act like I'm the one with something wrong
Saying that I just have to be the one who's strong
And it all seems like a joke that is gone awry
Headphones in, looking to the world for a sign
What to do, where to go, how to just keep moving
And while I play the games it is you who's losing
Feel so selfish as I run into another night
Music blaring, eyes bluring, like I am in flight
The ground moves fast but my brain moves slow
It all just seems so fake like a TV show
I just keep feeling worse knowing you're the one who's down
And I am clutching my phone all the way across town
Tonight could be the night they call to say your gone
And another night my eyes are wide awake at dawn
(CHORUS)
(VERSE 3)
Another procedure doesn't help me sleep this night
Taking pills and self medicating to help me fight
This towering amount of fear and foreboding
I hold my breath again as they again are operating
Wish I were in your place so you didn't have to be alone
Watching and waiting the doctors try to help but don't
They watch you fade away the same as me
But they don't love you the same so we see things differently
Keeping a different time as we hold each others hands
Watching time escape like an hourglasses sand
We've only hope left and there's little of that now
Watching you wither away and the doctors just frown
Even with no answer we just keep on praying
while your condition just keeps on decaying
White coats all around but I'm the one who's sick
Another list of options, just take your pick
(CHORUS)
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4. |
Set This World On Fire
04:01
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(VERSE 1)
Insecurities surround me and I am blinded
Now just tell me is this everything you hoped for?
I watch this all in silence with blocked senses
Now just tell me are you happy as my heart hits the floor
All I know is that my love just falls apart
And now I watch through someone elses closed eyes
This is all somehow like a bloody horror movie
Now are you happy as you say your goodbyes
Lackadaisical as I watch it all
And you can watch me fall - Remember what you saw
(CHORUS)
I will write these wrongs and
You are just a liar
Never forgive
I will set this world on fire
This sounds the same as
I grow more tired
(Scream) Never forget
And I will set this world on fire
(VERSE 2)
I watch as the world gets swallowed up around this place
No help will come so we can pray to get taken away
But it never helps and no one ever comes to save us
And we all scream and cry out aloud, we're not okay
But worse than the screaming and dreaming is the silence
When no one is around to even hear our pleas
So let's run and hide, we'll just run away
I wish I was the person that you wanted me to be
So look me in the eyes and mine are full of fire
Flames burn so bright and you can't look back
My hands are now clenched in fists as it's all unfair
And the heat burns in my mind, it sears but I don't care
And while the doctors try to save you I'll just keep
punching walls
Cause with nothing else to do anger consumes me
Lackadaisical as I watch it all
And you can watch me fall - Remember what you saw
(VERSE 3)
Now back to a world where the clocks are tolling
Keep on tripping and there's no beginning
If there's a God above then he sure is twisted
And if there's a point to life then I sure missed it
Hands together tonight as I say another prayer
sweating in silence as I keep my head clear
I pray for you, not for me, keep the bible near
I pray to anything that you hold dear
I'm not ready to lose you and be on my own
I hold your hand as you tell me to let go
And my tears are shed as I tell you I won't
Goodbyes are hardest as we get on with the show
My phone is ringing, I'll ignore the call
Doctors run screaming all through the halls
Lackadaisical as I watch it all
And you can watch me fall - Remember what you saw
(Chorus)
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5. |
Your Fault
04:17
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(Spoken Intro)
Listen to me, I don't care
That isn't fair, I didn't make this happen
No, if you would just
This is all your fault
(Verse 1)
Keep on walking when you know your down
Thoughts running through your head of when you knew how
Not to fail, not to fall, not to walk away
Now your wounded and you have to stay in one place
You want to scream, you want to run, you want to just
escape
But this place swallows up everything excluding your
mistakes
Now take this away cause you are running out of time
And the machines around you will forever chime
Keeping the beat that flows through your mind
And while nobody looks you continue to hide
I wish I could help you cause it hurts my heart
but you did this to yourself right from the start
So keep on keeping on all on your own
And remember it is your fault as you reap what you sow
And if lying is your disease excuses are your medicine
I wonder if you've said one word that was truly genuine
(Chorus)
I know you're the one at fault
Going through Excuses when we've heard them all
This time it is you who falls
No time left, back against the wall
(Verse2)
Tell me now about how you never fail
And remember how many times you've had me to bail
You out when you wronged everbody else
We're just playing the cards that we've been dealt
But the difference is I keep fighting even when you stop
And while you lay in a bed I'll buy you corny gifts from
the gift shop
But you should listen to me and don't ignore my words
If you stop screaming for a minute you might be heard
But it's hard to feel sorry when you did it to yourself
And it's hard to forgive you just like anybody else
Please don't leave this world you have to just breathe
And I look right through you and you through me
The time is nearing for me to say my goodbyes
But I run away and you just let out another sigh
Another awkward conversation, I ignore what you say
I know that one day you'll be gone I just pray not today
(Chorus)
(Solo)
(Chorus)
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6. |
A Higher Power
04:54
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(Verse 1)
I am questioning all that I believe in
Good, bad, right, wrong, Innocence
Asking God where has he been
Cause in this waiting room I believe
That I am all alone
Please, just show me how to make it on my own
(Chorus)
Keep on praying
Is anybody listening
Keep on saying
It all happens for a reason
(Verse 2)
You pass your judgment on all those below
And now I know you are just unfair
We all scramble about oblivious
I know now that no one else cares
Cause in this waiting room I believe that I am all alone
Please, just show me how to make it on my own
(Chorus)
(Verse 3)
I sometimes wonder if I'm to blame
Condescending as he looks down on me
Smug, Quaint, Vengeful, or malevolent
Are all that he seems to be
Cause in this waiting room I believe
That I am all alone
Please, just show me how to make it on my own
(Prayer)
(Chorus)
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7. |
Are We Okay
04:37
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(Verse 1)
I can't do this on my own
Please don't let go
I can't do this any more
Please don't let go
I know you can make it through this
Just be strong now, you can do it
(Chorus)
Are we okay?
Everything is alright
Everything is alright
Nothing is wrong here
Are we okay?
Everything is alright
Everything is alright
Nothing is wrong with me
(Verse 2)
How do we move on
Knowing that you are gone
Was it all worth the cost
Knowing now what you have lost
And now we stand on the brink
One deep breath and just step back
Just keep running and escape the past
We will be alright at last
I know you can make it through this
Just be strong now, you can do this
(Chorus)
(Small Bridge)
Are we okay?
Are we okay?
(Chorus)x2
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8. |
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(VERSE 1)
Hope will die in the middle of the night
Wish as you may and wish as you might
No savior is coming as we fade away
Pleading with our loved ones just to stay awake
Pray to a god that we hope is listening
But there's no answer and we're still wishing
For a miracle to fall from the sky
So we can know why as we say goodbyes
Keeping a different time as we hold each others hands
Watching time escape like an hourglasses sand
We've only hope left and there's little now
Watching you wither away and the doctors just frown
Even with no answer we just keep on praying
while your condition just keeps on decaying
White coats all around but I'm the one who's sick
Another list of options, just take your pick
(CHORUS)
I will never watch you fall
Down to the earth and Go
All through our lives
Always knowing you will fall
Into your grave and call
No time left to stall
(VERSE 2)
I shake my head as they tell me there's no hope
Psychologists telling me that I'll learn to cope
They act like I'm the one with something wrong
Saying that I just have to be the one who's strong
And it all seems like a joke that is gone awry
Headphones in, looking to the world for a sign
What to do, where to go, how to just keep moving
And while I play the games it is you who's losing
Feel so selfish as I run into another night
Music blaring, eyes bluring, like I am in flight
The ground moves fast but my brain moves slow
It all just seems so fake like a TV show
I just keep feeling worse knowing you're the one who's down
And I am clutching my phone all the way across town
Tonight could be the night they call to say your gone
And another night my eyes are wide awake at dawn
(CHORUS)
(VERSE 3)
Another procedure doesn't help me sleep this night
Taking pills and self medicating to help me fight
This towering amount of fear and foreboding
I hold my breath again as they again are operating
Wish I were in your place so you didn't have to be alone
Watching and waiting the doctors try to help but don't
They watch you fade away the same as me
But they don't love you the same so we see things differently
Keeping a different time as we hold each others hands
Watching time escape like an hourglasses sand
We've only hope left and there's little of that now
Watching you wither away and the doctors just frown
Even with no answer we just keep on praying
while your condition just keeps on decaying
White coats all around but I'm the one who's sick
Another list of options, just take your pick
(CHORUS)
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NiXiT Lincoln, Nebraska
I am 24 years old and music has been a passion of mine for a long time. My styles are very diverse. On this website I will be posting my own personal originals usually electronic based. I look forward to hearing others music and sharing my own.
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